its been a while...

gah, i havnt blogged for so long. i just couldnt for a while, and then i was way to over the moon to even think about blogging

why so happy? well it all started on easter, which i have to say was the best easter ive ever experienced. about 1:30, 2 oclock, i got the girl i wanted so bad. no one knew how i felt, but all these feelings have been there for a while. im not sure if she knows this, but it had occured to me that maybe she did like me the wat i liked her. little hints, things she would say, but i was never certain.

i know one thing for certain; letting go is a fuckin hard thing to do. i wish i never had to let go of her today, i could have sat there with her for so much longer. saying goodbye was even a hard thing to do, even though i know ill see her again soon.

aamplify yesterday was good, love los caps!!! they fuckin rock. fireworks were lovely, but that may have also been the company and the beautiful girl in my arms at the time.

its not the biggest blog in the world, but its here finally.

id say ily, but that word destroys me, so ill just say ilyaaf. you work it out

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