:'(

You left me breathless, and now I can't breath
I gave you my heart, and now there is a hole in my chest
Even though it isn't over, it feels to me like it will be. I hurt you. The one thing unforgivable in your books, I did, and am now asking for your forgiveness.

I know I shouldn't even be asking this from you, but I love you to much to let you go without a fight. If, by some miracle, you do forgive me, I will make it my sole mission to never hurt you again, physically or emotionally. I will never let anyone hurt you. I will be there for you. If you give me the chance, I will make it up to you a thousand times over.

I know, I am asking so much from you, more than I should be. But I know I love you, and would do anything not to lose you.

I am not HIM. I can change. I will change. I am changing. And I know it will never happen again, because I cannot bare the thought of losing you.

Do what you believe is best for you. Just way up the reasons for staying, against the ones for leaving, and make your decision from there. Look into your heart, and follow it. If it tells you that you don't want to risk compromising any of your values, do what you have to. But if you feel that your heart is telling you that I can be trusted, that the promises I make to you will be kept, if your heart is saying that you love me enough to give me one more chance, please forgive me.

All I ask is that you think about what you really want. Think about both sides, weigh up the two outcomes and pick which ever one you believe will be the best for you. Just know I love you, more than anyone does. Just know I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this right, to return your trust in me. Even if it takes a lifetime.

Just do what is best for you.

I love you kass. More than you know.