Grrr

she walks in and bitches about homework. all i can think is "go jump off a fucking cliff"
i hate talking to her, i dont know why, but everytime we talk i just want to shoot myself.

im not sitting on a chair tonight, so i wont fall off. ive chosen a beanbag as my seat of choice, it seems to minimize the risk of me falling off. yes, i said minimize, not eliminate. i occasionally fall off a beanbag aswell, im just that retarded

i have to do training tomorrow arvo, im not really looking forward to that. apprently the course is hard, so it should be fun. for the person tormenting me.

yeh, im still hurting, but you couldnt pick it just by looking at me. hopefully she'll realise it was a mistake, but im not holding my breath. i miss her still and all that, but hopefully we can still be friends. fingers crossed ay?

umm what else is there? i was talkin to someone today i never thought id talk to. not in person, on facebook, but still. i dont think it will happen often, unless i get really bored again, or he just wants to rub it in. i was surprised he didnt mention anything though, so i guess hes not such a bad guy after all.

i sould be doing homework right now, but i just really dont want to, not after the 'little' rant that was deliverd to me before. to be honest i wasnt actually listening though, so im probably in some shit for something. ohwell.

a song just came on that reminds me of something. you know those songs that just get something in your head but your not sure what it is? yeh, its one of those ones

i guess i cant really blog muh more, not without reverting to my old, depressing and creepy (as someone has told me they are) blogging habbits, so i guess thats it for me

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