why?

ihavnt blogged for a few days. i just couldnt think of anything i wanted to say, so i didnt do any.

im in the best mood today, no idea why. i feel keen for something, but nothing good is happening to me. as usual. im not really overly keen for the weekend, im gettin a new hair cut tomorrow (seems everyone is doin that around this time, weird) and possibly hangin out with some people in moruya afterwards. but im not sure yet, something about me not gettina an answer seems to be stopping me. fuck it, maybe ill just go, who cares ay?

ive been listening to the best music lately, **** has got me goin to some dance music. i dont know why i love it, maybe because not only can i hear the music, i can also feel it at the same time. not emotionally (im dead inside i seem to remember someone telling me) but physically. i love the bass notes shaking EVERYTHING including the house. pretty sure Tik Tok by Midnight Beast is a fair awsome song, even i get up and dance to it, and i HATE dancing soooooo much, even at the formal it was a near impossible task to get me to dance......although, i did get up and go, with persuasion from the right people.

ive told 3 people one of my biggest problem now. one of them wouldnt remember it, because it was ages ago and she doesnt care, and the other two seem to underestimate how bad it really is. im not blogging this ok, so if you must know then ask me. i guess i can trust a few people.

people dont seem to pay attention to the things i do. i noticed this with one person the other week. we dont exactly hang out or anything, but still, youve seen me infront of the school/year before doin the whole making noises that are in the same tune with the music, you know, singing? but yeh, who cares about me right, im to low on the popularity food chain to have people pay much attention to me. and im fine with that.

i really hate ***** ******, you have no idea how much. you wont ever guess who ***** ****** is, so dont even bother.

ouch, my head hurts from havin a mini mosh in my room listening to music up loud, moving and dancing around because im in a fucked up mood and im a very strange person. dont like it? yeh, well your not the first person not to like me.

we talked again today.

i shall look very different on monday at school. not myself. YAY just who i wanted to be!

my finger is sore from playing bass, i was trying to figure out this song that had a retarded tab. i think its right now, well some of it.

we all love you *****, just remember that. and you too ****, and ****. your great people :)

you on the other hand are not! your fuckin stupid and i hate you. still you wont guess who, so dont bother.

GO FUCK YOURSELF, I AM SO SICK OF YOU AND WHAT YOUR DOIN!!!!!!

sorry, had to say that. its not directed at anyone in particular, just a general thing.

well, ive blogged. youve read. have fun? yeh, either did i. ohwell, maybe next time ay?

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