sooner or later its just over

im bored so i thought id blog again, since ally seems to require my blogging.

shit, i named names, ohwell. i wont do it again.

im listening to music still. guess who? i love em, theyre so good

one of my mates came out of his study period with 'i <3 ***' written four times on his arms, and in one case it became a scar. well, it could be a scar. it dug in. hahahaha, you may be like "ohhh is something goin on between them?" no, hes not into her and shes just a huge flirt. well, he tells me nothings goin on so a believe him. i dont care either way, just thought id clear things up for you people

im so bored right now. i cant wait till carroll day though, should be doin some songs with afew mates. yes, im talking about playing music infront of people, like we bloody music students do. and yes, we may take some time off class. big woop. do you want to be entertained?

i can faintly hear some form of music comming from my laptop, in between the songs played on my much louder music from my stereo.

im not sure what is happening to me lately, i feel weird. not good, not bad, just fucked up and it feels as though somethings wrong but i have no idea what.

"i dont wanna get inside your mind or your pants
i dont wanna waste my time with love and romance
i just want my next ex girlfriend"

oh, and by the way ****, i lied the other day when i told you that thing. i do, but im pretending not to to make it easier for other people

i figured out what that music was, it was on some random website i was using to find lyrics.

if your readng this feel free to leave a comment or say hi, what ever. punch me, slap me, if you feel you need to. hahaha am i kidding? who knows but me

i hate starting the conversations all the time, so im not doin that anymore. if 'you' want to talk to me then talk to me, if not then we just wont talk anymore.

ummm what else? ohh, my back hurts. like, alot. seriously. fuck man, no matter what i do it hurts, im so sick of it. stupid school, stress and life. i have knots in my back and my neck muscles are so tense because i physically cant relax. i dont know what it is.

swivel chairs are fun, until you fall off, like i did before. :( i landed funny on the legs somehow. theyre mae of metal, so you know its gunna hurt. i have a pain in my hip where i landed. no bruise or anything yet. but give it time. its funny how when you fall everythings in slow-mo, and your just thinking "holy crap im falling! what do i do? put my arm out? just hit the ground? can i grab something to stop my fall?" SMACK

i dont like people not telling me shit, when they say something and go 'nah, i dont wanna say'
not they cant say, they dont wanna

well, im bored now, cya. remember, say hi, comment, whatever, if you want

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