my little rantation for tonight

i guess ive figured out recently its just easier to pretend to be happy and that youve moved on from past sich-e-ations then to show how you really feel.

theres one thing that only one person knows about me, and i regret telling her because of the way things turned out. she probably doesnt remember because lets face it. anything i say about myself isnt important. you could ask me if you wanted, but i cant guarantee the real answer. i might lie, or just not say anything about it. if the person who ive told this to has started reading my blog, i have to say.....eh, whats the point, your not reading, talk to me on msn or some shit if you are, but i doubt you care enough to venture to this page or remember the huge thing about myself i told you.

i need to find something to do on weekends instead of just wallowing around the house. im so bored, and i cant find anything i want to do. i need to call the tennis dude, that might help.

"men dont actually get impotent. its just our way of saying "i dont want to fuck you" ok?"
not sure where i heard that, or if i thought of it myself and just cant remember, but all i do remember is i laughed at that

i hate computers, but love some of the things you can do with them. music editing <3 photo editing, hacking. oooo i wanna be a hacker so bad, fuck up some shit, but im not smart enough to be one.

one thing that cheers me up (well, relitivly) is music, especially Bowling For Soup. i love them with a passion. ive realised they have a fair number of love songs. cool, mixing soppy, funny, and pure awsomeness into one band. how do they do it?

i was talkin to slut (im only sayin that cos not many people know who that actually is and i hate naming names, and im not being cruel to him, HIM not her) and now i wanna maybe get my ear pierced, like i was thinkin about a while ago. and i need to change my hair, i hate it that much, i need it cut and straightened.

wow, today went by so bloody slow. lying in bed for what felt like 5 hours, turned out it was only 1. i thought id end up getting out of bed at around 1, 2 oclock, but i actually woke up at 10. shit was i wrong. my perception of time is goin weird as of late.

i was hoping to go to sydney to get my certificate 1 in event management this weekend, but wasnt invited. which totally sucks, cos so far thats one of the only things i wanna do when i leave school. organising shit like Byron Bay Blues Fest, shit that would be soooooo good.

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

sorry, i seem to be experiencing a case of finger terrets

hmm, i guess i cant blog much more and im sure of youve made to this point in my blog your bored by now. bye

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